Blurb: Dancer Kai is the sweetheart of Blue Boy Studio. Cute and petite, he’s the slender bottom every top loves to pound. But nothing is ever quite as it seems, and beneath his golden curls and giggles lies something else…an edge no one can quite put their finger on.
Is Kai bored? Or does he crave something more?
Blue Boy Studio is under new ownership. Veteran porn star Jude has seen it all before, and with the help of Kai’s mentor, Cam, they figure Kai needs a change. Enter Matthew, a fellow dancer and the newbie on the block.
Kai isn’t impressed. Matthew is hot, but Jude and Cam’s plans seem beyond his reach. Can Kai really do…that? He doesn’t believe it, but with Matthew along for the ride, it’s time to be bold and find out.
Excerpt: Kai escaped Jude’s office a little while later and made his way downstairs to find Cam. The idea of going back to school in any form was slightly terrifying, but he had other things on his mind. Jude was an intense character, but he was right about the porn. Something was missing, and if anyone could help him figure it out, it was Cam.
Cam greeted him with a hug. Kai cuddled into him and kissed his cheek. “Where’ve you been? I haven’t seen you for ages.”
“Oh, you know.” Cam ruffled Kai’s hair, making it flop into his face. “I’ve been around.”
Kai reluctantly detached himself from Cam and fixed his hair. He eyed Cam, considering a revenge attack. Cam had the best hair, auburn and wild. He smelled good too, like the beach. “Are you back for good now? We missed you.”
“Aw, you’re sweet.” Cam took a seat in an armchair on one of the dormant sets and gestured for Kai to do the same. His cell phone beeped. He read the message and grinned. “Jude says you’ve got something on your mind. What’s up?”
Kai scowled. “Dunno. Jude thinks I’m bored.”
“Maybe.” Kai gave Cam the same answer he’d given Jude. “I don’t know what he wants me to do about it, though. It’s not like I want to quit.”
“Okay.” Cam looked thoughtful. For a moment, he actually reminded Kai of Jude. “Let’s talk about your scenes. They’re all pretty similar, aren’t they? Getting fucked by a big top?”
Kai shrugged. “I guess, but that’s what I like. I did some rimming scenes with Sonny last month. I liked those too, but…” Kai stopped. But what? He didn’t know the answer to that question.
“I watched the scene with Jack,” Cam said. “What’s with the biting? You’ve never asked me to do that.”
Kai shrugged. “I didn’t need you to. What we were doing was enough.” Enough. Maybe that was it. Maybe the slam of a man’s dick in his ass just wasn’t enough anymore.
Cam seemed inclined to agree. “I get the pain thing, but I like that shit when I’m pissed about something else. Anything you want to talk about?”
“I already told Jude I’m fine, just bored is all.”
“That fits.” Cam leaned back in his chair. “If you’re not into subbing, perhaps you’re frustrated. When you perform the same role over and over, you can get kinda jaded, and that can fuck you up. Maybe you’re ready to think outside the box Jon put you in.”
“How the fuck would I do that?”
“Have you thought about topping?”
Kai snapped his gaze to Cam. He hadn’t. Ever. “Topping? Who would I top?”
“Who would you want to top?”
“You?” Kai figured he’d try his luck. “We could think outside the box together.”
Cam smirked. “You’d have to get past Sasha first. My ass is his.”
Cam bottoms? Kai blinked, but Cam didn’t seem to realize what he’d given away. “Um, so who?Zeb, or someone?”
“Maybe.” Cam looked beyond the set to the photos on the walls. Blue Boy’s wall of fame. “I can’t see it, though. I’ll ask Jude. He might have some ideas.”
Kai scowled. “I did ask Jude. He said I have to figure it out on my own.”
“Not completely on your own, or he wouldn’t have sent you to me. I think it’s more that he wants you to have a creative influence on your work.”
Kai said nothing. Creativity was a word he’d often heard thrown around the studio, but he’d never seen much real evidence of it. Porn was porn. Get laid, get paid.
“The biting kink is kinda hot, though. Hang on. Let me grab someone.” Cam got up and walked to the edge of their quiet corner. “Hey, Matthew. Come over here, would you?”
Matthew, a dancer turned model from Silver, appeared in Kai’s eye line. Cam pointed to a nearby couch. “Have a seat. We’re talking about trying some new things. Kai’s thinking of topping, and you haven’t shot a full scene yet, right? What do you think? Could be interesting.”
“Um…” Matthew frowned and glanced at Kai. “Wouldn’t that look weird? He’s kinda small.”
Kai bristled. “My bones are slender, asshat. There’s nothing small about my dick.”
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